Tasha{ETF♥}

Nick Is The Love Of MY Life I Love Him Sooo Much!!!

Hes Soo Sweet, Hot, And Hella Funny!!!!

I Hope That I Never Lose Him!

Nick If You Read This I LOVE YOU And I Never Want To Lose You

BABY YOUR MY WORLD!!!!!

baby i need you i love you soooo much i really want you back i really hope you read this i really want you back you are the only thing i think about i really love you and i want to be with you forever and ever i really hope you read this babe. god damn i love you megan and i really want u back.

omg i got a msg back from james hart of eighteen visions!!!!!!

yes. i will start production hopefully this fall.
thanks for the support.
-james

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: beautifully broken
Date: Jul 18, 2007 11:02 AM


i waz wondering if you are planning to come out with a solo album if so i will buy it!! i love you james!
♥ beautifully broken ♥

i dont know what is wrong but i feel like the one i love with all of my heart loves someone else. =( itz not fair to me that i have this much pain. why is it always me? so i need to talk to some one and no one will talk to me. i just want to cry. im so broken hearted to make everyone happier so if u love to feel my pain then so be it cuz i dont care anymore. so im going to drink m pain away cuz i cant stay sober anymore. i love you guyz

ok im sry but if i go back to juvie for kicking a girlz ass but she needz it so im sry if i do go back and i love you guyz alot. but im sick and tired of her being an ass towards all of my friends. i love all of you and i will be back if i go ok? so yea im sry but this has to be done im sick of it.

IM NOT A DAMN FAKE NO I WAZ UR FRIEND CUZ I THOUGHT U WERE THERE FOR ME BUT I GUESS I WAZ WRONG I HAVE TRUE FRIEND I HAVE LANTA AND NIKKI AND WAY MORE THEN YOU WILL EVER HAVE HAVE SO I DONT CARE ANYMORE AND I DIDNT TURN IN ANT OF THE WORK THAT U DID CUZ IM SMARTER THEN THAT GOD UR THE FUCKING FAKE U DUMBASS BITCH SO DONT EVEN GO THERE. I DIDNT MESS UP MY LIFE HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT TO ME! HOW DARE YOU

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From: jelly
Date: Jul 12, 2007 6:12 PM


well sucks that u mest up ur life
u go a hed and be bi i realy dont care and the only reon u said im waz ur best friend waz i did ur work 4 u i dont fell bad 4 u at all ok and at lest i have real friends .....AND U R FAKE


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From: I LOVE SCOTTY
Date: Jul 12, 2007 6:06 PM


shelby i alwayz put u first and no one else u no wat i have people that love me more than anything and nikki isnt a slut u r and so is tasha. i cant believe you called me a fake u were my best friend i hate you i love my gf and we will get married andi dont get a damn wat u think bout me being Bi. i want to get married to her
and she is th reason im alive right now so go and fuck ur dumb ass bf
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From: jelly
Date: Jul 12, 2007 5:54 PM


uuuuu y r u calling me fake .......i dont care about tasha ........ u now what else nikki is a slut ....... i only have to girl friends and one is 11 and the outher is 34
i have a geat bf and i still hav e corey ...... i dont no about u from what ive heard u hav enothing to live 4 ..... go a head kill your self

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From: I LOVE SCOTTY
Date: Jul 12, 2007 5:36 PM


well u r a dumbass fake sweetheart u and tashia wtf i cant blieve you nikki is a real friend

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From: jelly
Date: Jul 12, 2007 5:34 PM



noo ur not ur goth if u were emo u would have no friends cry in the dark and cut u my friend pertend
you r a com geek goth
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From: I LOVE SCOTTY
Date: Jul 12, 2007 5:27 PM


dude im emo too

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: jelly
Date: Jul 12, 2007 5:26 PM



yah
but i realy think i should stop hang out with ppl who thik they need attenchon .........and the way they get it is by calln them selves EMO the only real one that is EMO is alant
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From: I LOVE SCOTTY
Date: Jul 12, 2007 5:05 PM


oh i see well i really miss you shelby =(

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From: jelly
Date: Jul 12, 2007 5:01 PM


yah but im nurmly gon working movies darrell russell eddie........ tooo bizzy


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From: I LOVE SCOTTY
Date: Jul 12, 2007 3:58 PM


really? r u still in rockvale?

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: jelly
Date: Jul 12, 2007 3:57 PM


what stuff i gave it all to nikki to give to the now 23 cd i coped and all ov the outher ones too ........nikki is bing a sluty ass bitch

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I LOVE SCOTTY
Date: Jul 12, 2007 11:03 AM


no im just asking for my stuff back
idk wat u r talking watz wrong wit u and nikki?

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: jelly
Date: Jul 11, 2007 11:37 PM


how r u a slut horring arownd like nikki

She reminds me of the one in school
When I was cuttin'
She was dressed in white
And I couldn't take my eyes off her
But that's not what I took off that night

She'll never cover up what we did with her dress, no
She said kiss me
It'll heal
But it won't forget
Kiss me
It'll heal
But it won't forget

And I don't mind you keepin' me
On pins and needles
If I could stick to you
And you stick me too

Don't break
Don't break my heart
And I won't break your heart-shaped glasses
Little girl, little girl
You should close your eyes
That blue is getting me high

Don't break
Don't break my heart
And I won't break your heart-shaped glasses
Little girl, little girl
You should close your eyes
That blue is getting me high
And making me low
That blue is getting me high
And making me low

She reminds me of a one I knew
That cut up the negatives of my life
I couldn't take my hands off her
She wouldn't let me be anywhere but inside

And I don't mind you keepin' me
On pins and needles
If I could stick to you
And you stick me too

Just don't break
Don't break my heart
And I won't break your heart-shaped glasses
Little girl, little girl
You should close your eyes
That blue is getting me high

Don't break
Don't break my heart
And I won't break your heart-shaped glasses
Little girl, little girl
You should close your eyes
That blue is getting me high
And making me low

She'll never cover up what we did with her dress, no
She said kiss me
It'll heal
But it won't forget
Kiss me
It'll heal
But it won't forget

I don't mind you keepin' me
On pins and needles
If I could stick to you
And you stick me too

Don't break
Don't break my heart
And I I won't break your heart-shaped glasses
Little girl, little girl
You should close your eyes
That blue is getting me high

Don't break
Don't break my heart
And I I won't break your heart-shaped glasses
Little girl, little girl
You should close your eyes
That blue is getting me high
And making me low

 Oh my god yesterday I felt I wanted to kill myself. And Geno and Nikki saved my life! I don’t know how to thank them properly. I’m so grateful for having friends like them. I hope I never lose them. Oh my god I’m so happy that I have them to trust. I still have Atlanta there for me forever and always!!! God I hope I never lose them. I’m just so thankful I have friends that really care about me. And of course I have my wife Megan that helps me no matter what it is. I can always count on my best friends to catch me when I fall. If I didn’t have them I would be dead in a ditch somewhere in middle of nowhere. I love Geno with my heart and soul and if he needs someone I will be there for him!! And same goes for Nikki and all of my friends. I love my wife she is my world and if I lost her I would die. I will love you guys forever and a million days after that!!! You guys are my support and world. I love Atlanta, Geno, Nikki, Megan, Chasta, Tori, Shannon, Amanda, Kris, Scott, Terran, Becca, Slipknotbabe, littledefect, Mrs. Vengeance. You guys are my best friends and my moral support if I’m hurt you guys help me for anything. I think I am the luckiest person alive cause I know that you guys will catch me when I fall I love you guys so much it hurts!!! I will still be a dork I will never change just cause I know that you love me like that! Thank you so much OMG you mean so much to me!!

                   Love me forever!!

                           Tasha

 

        <3 I love u  

some of you have heard that i waz in a crash but all of you. yes i waz but i am ok there is nothing wrong im ok. i just wanted to tell ya so yea im ok.

                        i love you guyz loadz and thank you to many people for caring
   haha im still retarded tho!!!

"I May Never Find"

I enjoy you
I never want to see you leave girl
You made my life so complete and I don't want to move too fast no
'Cause you're too special

[chorus:]
I really love the way (I do)
You make me feel inside you wonder why my spirit is so happy
You touched my heart
Every part
Whenever you speak to me
I love what we have going on
I may never find another one like you
For me

I have no worries
Once I step into your presences
You have a way of helping me
See that everything's OK
What else can I say?

[chorus]

We started out
Saying (saying)
That we would just be friends
But special feelings
Have a reason
What are we suppose to do now
Here in the mean while?

I really love the way (I do)
You make me feel inside you wonder why my spirit is happy
'Cause you came in
And changed the meaning
Of a true friend
And this is just the beginning

You touched my heart
Every part
Whenever you speak to me
I love what we have going on
I may never find another one like you for me

I may never find another one like you for me
I may never find another one like you for me
I may never find another one like you for me

We belong together but i dont think we know it. But the more i think about her the more i want to be with her. Ilove her more than life and I would be so lost if she ever died, I love her so much I could never hurt herif i did hurt heri could never live with  myself. When im with her i feel like the happest person alive I swear. If it wasnt for her i would be so lost and i wouldev died without her. I love her more than the guy i love soo much. her eyes are soo beautiful her smile is soo prrty and her face is like the finest glass.

 

 

                         i love her soo fucking much!!!

lately i havent been myself. i think itz because im going to miss all my friendz at skool. so im going to write all there names down right now.

ALEXSIS- MY BEST FRIEND I LOVE HER SO MUCH!

DOTTY-SHE CAN BE AN ASS BUT I STILL LOVE HER!

CHASTA-I LOVE THE HELL OUT OF HER IM GOING TO MISS HER!

GENO- HE BROKE MY HEART BUT HE IS STILL COOL.

ZACK-I LOVE HIM SO MUCH IVE KNOWN HIM ALL MY LIFE.

TORI-I LOVE HER SO MUCH IM GOING TO MISS HER.

LANTA-IM GOING TO MISS HER.

 thatz how i feel bout my friendz that i care bout. im going to miss them so much. *crying*

hey people u should check out FOLD ON THE DOTTED LINE on myspace.com we dont have very much done on our page but yea check us out pleaz.

our band might be able to be the opening act for papa roach!!! we are so fucking happy bout that!!

    

                 we love yall!!!

           ~tasha ~geno ~zack ~chasta!!! hope to yall when we get famous!!!!

 TASHA- LEAD VOCALS AND DANCING AND AMANDAS GF!!!

ZACK-DRUMS AND BACKROUND VOLCALS

CHASTA-BASS AND BACKROUND VOLCALS

GENO- LEAD GUITAR AND BACKROUND VOLCALS

hey lately ive been sad lately so if u try to talk to me and im kinda out of it im really srry. i dont no wat it is that is making me feel so bad. i think itz my depression kicking in again. so yea im really srry. ill try and fix it. love ya guyz so much.     

 

         IM REALLY REALLY SRRY BOUT THIS HOPEFULLY I CAN GET THROUGH THIS.

im in love wit the girl of my dreams. i hope i never lose she is my world.i will hurt myself if i lost her i swear i would go crazy.so yea geno hurt me now i moved on to her cus i no she loves me more than geno ever did. she is the hottest thing ever!!!! i love u baby                                         

1) a broken heart will always hurt its the memories that kill you

2) im sittin here tryin to convince myself that ur not the one for me but the more i think the less i believe it and the more i want u here wit me.

3) once again ur eyes make it hard to say goodbye

4) i never knew i could miss u like i do

5) you know im just the girl who feels so hurt but smiles

6) now it seems im fading all my dreams are not worth saving

7) sometimes i wish i could just fade away

8) i hurt deeper than youll ever know

9) i wish u never told me i wish i never knew

10) i am worthless i hate myself i hate my life there is no reason to live

11) he is happy as a pig in shit

12) if u cant fix it wit ducktape u havent used enough

13) let me bleed until theres no more life thats left in me 

it waz a dark night and the sky waz blue down the ally the shit waggon flew around the corner a scream could be heard someone waz hit by a flying turd!!!

  i think thatz funny shit!!!

fake friendz: never ask for food, real friendz:are the reason you have no food

fake friendz: call your parentz mr/mrs , real friendz call your parentz dad/mom

fake friendz: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong , real friendz: would sit next to you and tell ypu damn we fucked up but that shit was fun.

fake friendz: never see you cry.real friendz cry with you.

fake friendz: borrow your stuff for a few dayz and then give it back , real friendz: keep your shit so long they forget itz yours.

fake friendz: know a few thingz about you , real friendz: could write a book about you with direct qoutes from you.

fake friendz: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. , real friendz: will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

fake friendz: would knock on your front door. , real friendz: walk right in and say IM HOME.

fake friendz:are for awhile. , real friendz: are for life

fake friendz: will take your drink away when they think youve had enough. , real friendz: will look at you stumbling all over the place and say BITCH DRINK THE REST OF THAT YOU KNOW WE DONT WASTE SHIT!!!

please comment

 

theres this guy that i like so much. i cant even talk to him. he is so sexii!!!!

I got a one-way ticker on a hell-bound train
With nothing to lose and nothing to gain
Nobody ever taught me how to live
I'm feeling like I'm lost- like I'll never be found
I'm twisted and I'm turned around
Nobody ever taught me how to love
I'm hurting everybody I'm hurting myself
I'm desperate
So what do you do
When it all comes down on you?
Do you run and hide
Or face the truth?
If you were to tell me that I'd die today
This is what I'd have to say
I never really had the time to live
And if you were to give me just another chance
Another life, another dance
All I really want to do is love
I'm hurting everybody
I'm hurting myself
I'm desperate
When all is said and done you could be the one
With open arms and open eyes
You're jumping off the edge and hoping you can fly
Accept your fate for what it is
Into the great unknown
...got a one-way ticket on a hell-bound train
With nothing to lose and nothing to gain...

i love this song!!